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i did not eat turkey on thanksgiving
here are some things i ate on thanksgiving:
lobster, salad, yams, pumpkin pie, brussel sprouts, sushi
some of those things are not vegan
yesterday i went to dinner at my dad’s house
during dinner i was coming down from drugs and my sister cried twice
once because someone started talking about
the part in ‘finding nemo’ where the mom dies
and once because she felt bad for mitt romney,
she was worried his feelings might be hurt
i stayed awake until 7 o’clock this morning and woke up at 1pm
here is a picture:
the left side is the sky when i fell asleep
the right side is the sky when i woke up
i have given up on trying to maintain certain relationships
i dont have very much energy anymore
i enjoy spending time alone
i want to live in a hollow xerox machine
that is the ideal amount of space for me
this friday i woke up at 2pm
started drinking alcohol at 3pm
at 11pm i went to a party wearing the same clothes i wore on thursday
at 12:30am the guy i lost my virginity to told me he is having a baby
at 1:30am i ate drugs in the bathroom without telling anyone
i don’t know how to maintain relationships
most of the people i’ve had sex with have negative feelings about me now
starving to death during sex is something i would like to do this week
every time i look at my computer
i fight the urge to open a word document and list everything i ate that day
here is what i ate today:
coffee, curry vegetable thing from whole foods, plum
i am most comfortable around people who criticize me because
i feel like anyone who isn’t constantly criticizing me is lying
or expecting me to be something different
seems insane that you need money to do things like
develop a drug addiction, or move across the country
i don’t identify as ‘depressed’ even though i feel depressed
seems unfair that i only get to feel a finite amount of things in my life
lately i have been assuming that dried fruit has more calories than regular fruit
i feel like 400 dead jellyfish in the middle of a freeway
‘habitat: year one summer of blood’ by various // mammal 3050, 2012
64.0
generally feel positive towards ««animal drawing could not be immediately located by me»»> ‘hag’s poem’ by jess dutschmann
generally feel positive about the ‘kangaroo/square’ mira gonzales poem
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stephen: probably drawing, i used to talk a lot as a kid and my mom eventually realized that if she put a piece of construction paper and a crayon/colored pencil in front of me, i’d keep talking but less coherently and...
Spazzkid - Truly (feat. Sarah Bonito) OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO
Working on this song with Sarah Bonito was a very special experience for me. When we started brainstorming the music video, I wanted to share the fun, care-free feeling that the song gives out. My good friend Czar Campos, who also directed the video for “40 Winks” off of Desire, traveled to the streets of Shibuya and Harajuku in Tokyo to shoot with the lovely Ayumi Yokoyama. The culture in Tokyo is a huge inspiration for me and the animations were inspired by “Purikura” or the photobooths that pepper the city. Following Ayumi through her day “Truly" makes me swoon and I hope you enjoy it as much as I have enjoyed the process of it’s existence.
Credits:
Director - Czar Campos
Starring - Ayumi Yokoyama
Camera - Kento Nakada, Kento Watanabe
Make-up - Ameri Nakamura
Assistant - Ai Munemoto
Edit - Czar Campos
Animation - Paco Raterta
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we’re just about a week away from the release of our fall 2014 issue!!!
plz do your ears a favor and listen to these rad poems from the summer.
Habbo Hotel
It was a messy and foggy morning when Steven Sillyperson logged onto 4chan.org and saw the picture of a dog photoshopped inside the foreskin of a human penis. Steven, who prefers gender neutral pronouns, saved the picture in their Dropbox folder titled reaction pics, and after spending twenty minutes reading a post about Elliot Rodgers, they started a Tinychat room and linked to it in their thread on /b/.
The sky felt gender neutral to Cher Littlebit while she browsed an area code hook up thread on /soc/. She ctrl+F’d “415” but didn’t receive any results. Simba, the orange ragamuffin, knocked over a vase before running out of her bedroom and hiding under a couch. Cher followed him out the room and laid down at eye level with him where they stared at one another. “What’s the matter with you?” she said but Simba had trouble understanding her because he mainly communicates through body language.
Steven smoked salvia alone in their room to an audience of twenty peers, and when they began to feel constrictions tense through their body, they came to the same, reoccurring thought, “I can not imagine anyone consenting to this.” In the middle of the terribly physical and violent yanking of Steven’s identity, they felt something familiar.
But does it really matter if things feel familiar to Steven,and I mean does this feel similar to you, this familiar feeling thing I mean?Just FYI, I don’t see any correlation to how Steven perceives themself to how someone like, for example, me can perceive themself. It’s hard for me to find the connections between the things happening around me, but we make connections with the people in our communities all the time anyway, and they affect the way we think about the things and people around us, just in case you weren’t paying attention this is what is currently happening.
Paul Nickleback, who had recently published Cher in his serialized magazine focused on culture and gender after their initial meeting at a book launch last month in San Mateo, who had just sent Cher one of many increasingly concerning text messages requesting nude photos, hadn’t left his home in a week following his termination from his job, and watched Steven on tinychat but lost interest halfway through, in the same familiar way he had lost interest in himself whenever long ago, it doesn’t really matter.
Eli recently began his job at NewHive.com and is otherkin. His Facebook news feed displays an article that matches his interests. Millions of dollars go towards an algorithm that ensures you only see the articles that are most relevant towards you. Humans are increasingly finding new ways to control and change the environment around them. Eli, on the other hand, identifies as a cat.
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